if I see you again
“I’ll whisper the end of the love story I started / in 1993 and you can tell me about heaven”
Without Sound
“After watching Black Panther 2 / the man next to me sobs / each inhale heavy”
Perimenopause
“ He showed me how to eat a tamarind pod. I told him I’d been drying seeds in the pandemic and asked if tamarind could grow up here. “I don’t know,” he said, “but if they can, it’ll take a couple of years.”
In Which the Baby Bird Asks, Are You My Mother?
“If you’ve got the cash and can learn to squint your eyes just right, God can be as pink as cotton candy. Hell, God can even bend into a metonym for TV dinners.”
Agoraphobia
“Can you deny my free will? Can you banish my shadows / silence my echoes, make the person in the mirror disappear”
Fireflies of the Waste
“At dusk, orphans flock to the abandoned chapel, / an assembly formed by starvation, from scabs & stuttering ribs, / memories of parents slamming doors to ruined flats& the creak of deadbolts in their ear canals.”
Radiant Porcelain
“we stood at the edge of the cliff, overlooking the sea, / down in Pacifica, remember, near that Fancy Taco Bell, the one / took my sister to for her prom after her boyfriend Rick / drowned down in Santa Cruz”
Is This All She Is?
“one or two / lines from the poem / using slash to indicate line breaks.”
bloom of moon jelly dads in a bathtub
“your feet grow wet / still you kneel / with the net in your palms / fishing for his cracked pieces / moon jellies floating”
In Protection of the Daughter
“At the store for more dryer sheets, I see someone slide their hand in an O down some other daughter’s ponytail. I know the next part of the joke—he loops it around her neck like a rope. I was a daughter, too, when I learned daughters are always at the hazard of augers.”
Doing Drag For You
“Everyone is getting ready in the falafel restaurant / they let us use for a dressing room.”
Photophobia
“I wish they could see / everything that survived, everything / that came back, like the drooping / head of an untended flower brought / upright by careful attention.”
Redemption Story
“ … I wish / I could show them the widening gyre / of debris choking their Pacific Ocean / reduced to a clear-eyed patch of sea / and the countless animals rehomed / there now.”
On Wearing A Mask In The Grocery Store
“I can view magnified a thousand times. / When my daughter asks why we shelter in, / I tell her it’s because dinosaurs sleep”
Venus de Milo with Drawers Takes to the Pole for the Last Time
“You should’ve seen me—my smooth white hips, / the way they slung cold around powder-slick metal, / the way I whispered Hey there honey, you look so sad in the ears of men waxed with whiskey / and a taste for mink and plaster.
Naked Admission (a fantasy)
“I imagine the nudists rising / early to eat cheese, drinkcafé au lait, before / heading”
Aubade with Ravens
“from feathers and freckles the sky with constellations. / Morning reminds me how closely we sleep”